I am trying to help out in the organising of a big community project in either Cambodia or India...Does anyone know anyone who can help me?

and my photowall...my daddy and i are the big picture
when that was taken i had a massive zit on my cheek 

Everyone meet my GWTW poster 

Prash, this is the Chat Noir poster 

Having a laugh on the carousel 

Im so trying not to look cool in covent garden 

Nish and Alma posing 

Nishs hot chocolate which gabbo insisted on immortalising on camera 

Nish and Gabbo on the bus
why doesnt my head look so wierd? 

Meidcs on the mound 

Random vanity shot
on new college lawns during guest dinner
they have a random mound in the middle of the lawn with a memorial on it
which is the basis of the famous " new college mound high club" 

We spent a marvellous day in london
we were supposed to go to the british museum, but didnt have time
so instead we went to covent garden and browsed
went to the royal opera house to see the ballet, sleeping beauty
and then went on the carousel right outside:-)
and then went to leicester sq for drinks and then went home

I cant help feeling like a perpetual waste of money
like I am not giving back the amount invested in me
maybe if i was on a scholarship, i wouldnt care as much
but letting down my family, which i seem to do so readily
feels horrible
they never deny me anything and i do try my best to watch things, and work hard
but there has been no work this term, so i cant show any academic improvement considering there are none
anyway, i went to london yesterday and went to see the royal ballet in sleeping beauty
it was magical even though we could see part of the stage because we were in the upper slips, which blocks view of one stage side
so we had to guess what was happening
but the costumes and the dancing was so heavenly
we have decided to go to Tosca in a few days, and other london musical things
since we are so near to it, 2 hours by bus...