Signs of growing a religion..god watches over you....feeds off the matisse.....the chewing gum...the one way to salvation.... 

Was in the park today..working...sat down on the grass..and spoke aloud to myself on society and old pple....the other pple either looked at me like i was a nut..or wished me luck......nothing like talking to randoms to brighten up ur day 

My photo collage...me and mo...the girls...DOGGIE...daddy trying to look like an extra on ER...or nicely...at work...Smritz...she might kill me for this...and...thaatha and paati...and mommy...in St James park...a million yrs ago...or last yr...and i love the top pic...its like..where's wally....try to find me or smritz....and theres DOGGIE 

This is my table..its a tip..not EVER this filthy..but now...work in progress..so cleaning up will have to wait...this is the repository of a quarter of my textbook collection...and the multicoloured highlighter...which make me happy..yes..coke is a necessary study aid 

This is a small portion of my textbook collection....abt half the pile actually..this is how i spend a significant part of my free time..arent they nice and colourful...recommend the pharm and that embryo books...they have pictures... 

anyway, this is my table....note...that kettle is the one thing there..that improces the quality of my life 

I am really bored..I have been working all day...so i have decided to put up a few pics..on how i live....starting with my room..and moving on with the rest of oxford.. 

Got this note on Friendster
Really brightened up my day!!!! how sad is my life..
From a random......made me smile

Hi,

How are you? How are you doing..?? How is
life..???

Well my name is "hari".

When i was searching for a girl friend i came
across your profile...so thought of dropping a mail.

In this fast paced materialistic world,where work
takes over life, i realised that I was losing out on
something,somewhere. so this is an effort to find a
true friend... I am a frank, open-minded, happy-go-
lucky kind of a person;Software engineer by
profession.

My hobbies are like Bike riding, swimming,
clubbing, shopping, horse riding, bowling, playing
volley ball, cricket etc.

I would love to know more about you....if you are
interested in knowing me better then drop me a
mail.

Let us meet or talk over phone and know more
about each other.

Do write back to me.

Take Care. Have a nice day.

Cheers

Opening a can of worms now...
Well...all that intense dislike..cant go on..too much of an effort
so lets try to mend fences....
if i can be asked to...
or maybe i should pretend to be linda evangelista....
well...the past is the past..
and you cant hold grudges for something in J1....
and anyway....so much has happened since then..
joy

The Labrador Retriever is a loving, affectionate, lovable, patient dog. Highly intelligent, loyal, willing, and high-spirited. Lively and good-natured, they love to play, especially in water - for they love to swim. They have an excellent, reliable, temperament and are friendly, superb with children and equable with other dogs. They crave human attention and need to feel as though they are part of the family. Labs are easily trained. Some may be reserved with strangers unless very well socialized as puppies. These dogs are watchdogs, not guard dogs, although some have been known to guard. They can become destructive if left too much to their own devices. Train Labradors early not to pull on the leash, as they have very strong necks. Show lines are generally heavier and easier going than field lines. Field lines tend to be very energetic and high strung. Often the best pets are from combination show/field stock. This breed is very popular. If you are planning to show, buy only from a reputable breeder. Labs are a bit more dominant and independent than the Golden Retriever. Some of their talents include: hunting, tracking, retrieving, watchdogging, police work, narcotics detection, guide for the blind, service dog for the disabled, search and rescue, sledding, carting, agility, and competitive obedience. Labs bred from English lines (English Labs) are more calm and laid back than Labradors bred from American lines. English Labs mature quicker than the American type

I miss you so much
I cant stop missing you:-)

The good old days 

I have no more tears to cry...
my eyes are absolutely dry...
i cant
i've never wanted anything more than this
never anything
then why does it hurt so
a dull ache....
why
why, why and why
why why why why why why why why why why why
there...thats intellectual for you
just when i thought....here it is...
now i am finally happy
so happy....that i couldnt feel happier
is love supposed to make you happy
does it make you feel safe and smiley
does it.....
being older now...
the only thing i know...is that i dont have the answers anymore
like a knife twisting into me

Predicted...but still comforting
how ever blase someone tries to be with their health..
there are a few things that will worry
and i am glad that it seems to be all clear now
well....
its not as if i was terribly worried..
but it was a niggling doubt at the back of my mind
how silly i am:-)
well...thats that..
one less thing to worry abt

Note: NEVER write when drunk/insanely tired out of mind/after counselling a friend
all of three were in evidence yesterday....
drunk on tiredness( not breaking that alcohol ban)
it makes you write emotional drivel thats fun to write
but a pain to read the next sober morning
going to leave it up as a fine piece of imbalanced writing

Never been happier, never been sadder
default state: ?
am i still the person that you fell in love with..
and are you still the person that i fell in love with...
i miss the old days...where everything was so much easier
I still had some control...
do i really make you happy
can you say that...
the way we grew up...its so different...
can we see past that...
does everything that i have achieved...mean nothing...be worth nothing..
because i havent had to struggle for it...
do you really see me as someone who is that spoilt...
well..i guess that they say...
you never really see things abt urself..
it takes someone else to see them..
the words...they are different..
less indulgent....
and I ...I dont make it easy for you do I
I go on and on abt something....when I should learn to let it drop
why dont I?
my world will still go arnd...come what may
and its the same for you too..

This is the edited version..
the old one was terribly annoying
i am probably going to remove this one soon as well