I have no more tears to cry...
my eyes are absolutely dry...
i cant
i've never wanted anything more than this
never anything
then why does it hurt so
a dull ache....
why
why, why and why
why why why why why why why why why why why
there...thats intellectual for you
just when i thought....here it is...
now i am finally happy
so happy....that i couldnt feel happier
is love supposed to make you happy
does it make you feel safe and smiley
does it.....
being older now...
the only thing i know...is that i dont have the answers anymore
like a knife twisting into me