I am generally convinced that me being around makes people happy
but today is one of those days, where it just does not feel like it
basically, that i exist to disappoint
so many small things i could and can do better
exams, for example....
i could do so much better, all i am doing now, is wasting good money
doing the way that i am doing....
i dont feel like i give back enough for the amount invested in me
im basically zero to negative returns....or not worth the paper its printed on
i have to, have to get a first next year to make any of this worth it
this i will do by not going out, eating or sleeping
and if i die in the process, then it will be for a good cause:-)
so much drama

and that it seems like everything about me is wrong
every nice thing wrong....or not nice
that everyone is secretly gutted when i appear
instead of moderately pleased
:-) already checked that prozac is not available on the NHS
not even sure if the normal fuck it, is a defense mechanism or the truth
people are flawed, and me more than most

Thats me too:-)
there comes a point where one tires of thinking up inane captions 

Doesnt that look Hallmark postcardy
taken by my fair hand 

Fairly sure that pint glass was mine 

This is the only way to fit in this many pple 

Sleepy nish 

Here i make another appearance 

Theres me 

Family photograph
note that all members are present
( no wonder daddy feels neglected) 

Heres another one 

This is what we used to look like once upon a time 

I just lost a post, which is probably a great thing
considering that it was stuff and nonsense
but i dont feel like writing again

except to express my general irritation with life...
actually i am going to make a list right now of things that annoy me
starting with

1) Carrie Bradshaw, and everything abt her....her perky voice...endless moaning abt getting older and being single, and her shoes

2) milk

3) pple who come up to me and quiz my vegetarianism in such a way that i end up explaining the caste system and animal rights to them

4) people who wear fur and hunt whales and sharks

5) SHARKS FIN lovers

6) people who talk endlessly about their boyfriends......or to them

7) people who use the words....confucian, dangerous, society.. in the same breathe

8) people who react to my university with the qn...how do you pay for it...
how the fuck is it your business?

9) pseudo intellectual snobs