Every time you tell someone you love them
some secret part of you hopes that they reply at once with as much conviction as they can muster
if not you just slink away and grow a skin

This was the life i chose for my self
so i cant moan about it
its just me and nobody else:-)....vs the world, the universe, the milky way, somewhere in the universe
no one can make anything better nor worse
because i dont need this( at some point)
it will be just me and no one.....this is good...the power of positive thinking
i dont need anyone to make my life better
if im miserable its my own business...we've all got better things to do
even i have
so fuck it im off