not that it takes much to set me off anyway...
strangely depressed by the story of a man and his chimp in readers digest...
got a few CDs..crazy CDs...Billie...Ray Charles...need to buy an Ella CD
Found an old friend today:-) going to go see her soon and catch up on years
something so courageous abt a woman who would sing 'strange fruit'
thanks for sending it to me Tomothy...in penance for the Asian bastards that we discuss:-)
Slightly tired of having to put on a smile and get on with it
Dont feel like myself anymore...what does that mean anyway

Southern trees......bear strange fruit..
How could we have been terrible to each other in the past
How does one atone for their ancestors..and their actions
and do I have to anyway...being here...isnt that atonement enough..
for i can state that i wouldnt be here if not for my ancestors...
I dont know...there are so many different situations to consider if i want to launch into..a what it could have been