I was reading something that inspired me....
Yes its true...I am turning into a homebody
In the past, not going out everyday was seen as some sign of failure..but now I cant be bothered..especially if its with people who do not interest me
I am past the age where I have to be out for outs sake
Not having something to do..does not bother me as it once used to..I mean...i dont see the attraction in endless shopping and eating...
I mean...I love shopping..but I cant stop seeing it as superficial...
I have half the soul of an african peasant and the other half is like....coco chanel..or someone equally high maintainence...
The conflict is always going to cause me conflict I guess...HAHA
I cant believe I typed that out...
I was the one who suggested that I marry twice..one to come with me to Ethiopia and the other one to keep me in my pradas....
Yes..I do like nice things...but I cant help but see the materialism of it all
All serious today....
It seems as if we fight a losing battle to be someone...never happy with what we achieve..and thats the end of it
somehow..the world changes..and i dont whine anymore