Teething trouble
always happens at the start of every term
when you always have people around you,
to when you dont anymore
i like being alone, independent of things
but it does takes getting used to
when a mere call to someone
is elevated to the state of something to look forward to
a faint resentment, of everything and everyone
but an overpowering sense of right
i dont give up my life for you, and sit arnd and wait by the phone
so why should you?
yups....teething trouble
( this is not bad poetry, i have stopped writing that and have burnt anything that i did attempt to write, such as not to blight the future years..please god let me not become one of those people who has to write a book, and writes one which sells 10 copies and that is that.....
something provinicial, god above like the " indian emigrating away to foreign land' genre....when i reach that state....remind me to put a gun to my mouth.....)

other randome notes...there is a man walking up and down flinging a cricket ball and catching it...outside my window
hopefully it will be sunny today
i want to punt
haha....played the summers first croquet yesterday
was good fun...and then we sat arnd by the tree and had a picnic
and before that, we were on the grass sitting outside playing chess for hours
yes....and then we went out to get ice cream
this is the stuff that dreams are made of
i could get used to having no work