stressed out of my mind
dont know why i feel like this
not like there is that much
interesting how i fear losing it
not being the success
but this endless pressure
i am at the edge
so close to tears
if someone were to say hello
i would start crying
sympathy makes me sad
get on with it
i dont know why i am so scared
that i wont get through this
that my mind will give
unpredictable enough as it is