If i said that i was busy...that would be correct
I had my first 9-5...which was actually 9-3.30..but i am exhausted
why is it that in jc..we managed to subsist on so much less..
feeling like a bit of a wimp for not being able to cut down on too much sleep
or maybe thats cos its still first week
Work is already starting to pile..got so so so many lectures that i havent looked thru yet
and had to deal with an anesthetized ferret today...
i dealt with this one slightly better than the other one...only starting tearing in the end..but by then it was over..and the animal was left intact
my lecturer asked what we thought of the ethical implications of this expt
i dont think i was his fav student...
almost everyone said that...they thought that killing the ferret was justified as students had learnt..
I think that that is RUBBISH
Why do pple think that human life is worth more than animal life...life is life...
there are no distinctions...the least that we can do..is be humble...
I dont see dogs standing arnd a cat, cutting it open and trying to see it respond to acetylcholine...

Well....the question everyone asks me is...if you cant deal with this, how are you going to manage patients..
and the ans to that is...i need to believe that i am trying to cure
and i am not deluded enough to think that chopping up a ferret is curing
i am thinking of turning vegan...
the only thing i felt slightly better abt was...
when the lecturer looked at me and told me that 60 times the no of lab animals are eaten every year...
i could think back at him..i dont add to that no thank you..
I am not a hypocrite to eat them and cry when they get cut up
Well..i do use leather..but i will make an effort
that shall be the next one...
no more leather...
Why cant we leave the animals alone...
it is not our place to touch them..
bloody science