Some terribly random thoughts
Starting with what i did yesterday and today
Yesterday, Mo and I and Joey made neela a birthday cake?
Should i mention betty crocker as a valued help mate?
ok..so we didnt start from scratch, but unlike some pple..our cake was made to be eaten
not to be smashed into her face
so the taste of it mattered a bit
it was beautiful
when i get some pics..i will put them up
it had a little heart in the middle that we filled up with those processed cherries
and bright pink icing on brown
The ultimate little girls dream cake...and it was nice to eat as well
true...my greatest contribution was washing up, mixing and licking the icing off from the bowl:-)

And we surprised her..since the boys were late bringing in the cake..we walked her arnd aimlessly for an hr..and the dear suspected nothing..
and then we walked her to the party of 20....
it was amazing...i like surprising people
its a nice, warm, freshly baking cake feeling

but suze mentioned something that i was thinking abt....
is the male-female relationship one, where the girls and boys endless put down each other
is there another way to fundamentally relate to boys
i would love to know
presently...i am evil...and never let any of them get away with anything too grandiose
maybe...now....the swinging single that i am..
i am going to have to regress into a sweet woman of mystery( those who know me are probably rolling your eyes right now)
this selfsame( is that even a word..if it is..its from shakespeare)...friend..has a theory that the ultimate male fantasy involves a woman..who is reassuring..
and colourless..
thats what we tell ourselves at least when things dont work out
should try this out for research purposes
so the next few guys i meet, i am going to become...lets see...highly delicate...incapable of processing more than one thought at a time...bland..boring..and expressing a total lack of ambition
just to see how it goes..
im not being sexist here..but somewhat curious..like its some puzzle to crack
i am such a child:-)
im not serious abt any of this...i think i come across too strongly for any of this to be believed

speaking of ambition..i want to go to Stanford..
its the dream..
while the present one is amazing..stanford has always been the dream
along with sorbonne
maybe i should really think abt getting that art history degree
that will probably be the most fun thing i will get to study in a while

watched...l'auberge espagnol(e)....today..
it was funny...somewhat a tribute to cultural diversity
without trying to sound superficial..which i am going to anyway..
xavier the lead....i really wonder...
si fatiguee....on for the dodo( i love that word...so cute)