I was in NUS today....spending time with the friends..who are all phenomenally busy and tied to their work..will have to go tmrw to visit another lot of them tmrw...yup..
beginning to know the interior rather well
but I realise that I enjoy it...posing as a student there..
No one knows me...no one will...and I can be peacefully faceless for a while
you are as much of a mystery to me as i am to you
and everything i say to you, is new..everyone i see..is a new face..
ok..predominently everyone i see is a new face
and most of you i will never see again
you know nothing abt me and i know nothing abt you
for some reason that gives me strange comfort
i dont have to be anyone for you
I can do pretty much as I please, since I dont have to live up to anything
any previous behaviour
you know nothing abt me and wont ever know anything
I have to live up to nothing

I should sit you down and have a chat with you and ask..what on earth is my place
when i write and text, am i to expect a reply..when? immediately, in a week..never?
am i supposed to drop everything when you call or text
and can i expect the same from you
its not like i particularly care...the only thing that bothers me is the unnecessary waiting
ok i do care...but things have changed
i just want to know what to expect since i have no idea how i am to be treated
as for me..when i am texted or mailed, i reply immediately..regardless of whom it is from

god i am so exhausted