Ok..the next post will be a rant
and is not referring to my relationship or you..so breathe easy P

Have you ever always been compared to someone?not necessarily by everyone..but maybe even....you do it..
you think abt the other person, look at them, look at you....and never find anything good in you...that person is someone who you cant compete with
yah...she/he is always better, better looking, more well liked, more interesting...more successful...whatever..

and you can never compete....
yah...ok..i cant..
i quit..
you win..you dont even know me...my name means nothing to you...or maybe a smile..thats the max...and i admit defeat:-)
you win....i could never compete
i dont know why i thought i could
or that we could live side by side
we couldnt
i was never good enough