Sometimes u look at your life..and usually its one of those depressing world views...my life is so miserable...thats the usual train of thought...but it just occurs to me how much i have to be grateful for....
This isnt enforced...i am saying these things because i mean them....
I have friends that i can trust...in two continents:-)....i am never lonely unless i chose to be..then it isnt called lonliness..its called space...
I have work which although i cant say that i adore...i can say for a fact that it occupies me...I am in the school of my dreams...possibly even country...but you have to take into account my fancying robert pires...
I have parents who support me...regardless of whatever I want to do....a sister who actually can listen to me without trying to hurt me..which is what i deserve plenty of the time....
Someone who cares about me...and puts with with so so much.....i do see it..and i am grateful...so much to be happy about...
but this doesnt mean that i am going to get any more positive:-)