Tired of trying to be a supersophisticate( is that how you spell it)
looking forward to a temporary return to hicksville
where escalators are still novel....
and a good night out isnt a posh dinner with loads of wine, and the mandatory intellectual conversation about something that none of us know more than a smattering about
where everyone is polite....too polite sometimes, so no one knows what they really think and feel
i know that we need these conventions in a polite society
but maybe sometimes we should cut through it all
and really say what we think to people
i am not honest with myself enough
if i do soemthing which isnt ideal, i try to gloss over my motives to myself...which isnt nice
maybe if i deserve scorn, i shouldnt hide from it

Todays dream of the day
get done with med school
and go to stanford for a phd
those of you that wish to contribute to this cause:-)