I hate birthdays
did i mention how this yrs bday topped all the others....
apart from the odd one that my parents forgot, and the other ones when either of them wasnt there...
and that one..when grandpa fell terribly ill.....and mom had to rush back to india
theres this yr
where i have my own terrorist attack...
whenever pple talk abt 7/7
it sure as fuck isnt my birthday
god..i have a lot of repressed rage for some reason
i shall deal with this with my therapist at some pt