Trinity term, day 4

Ok, if any of you were reading my previous post, you would have realised that today is the fateful day that the ban gets broken. Trust me, it was....
Lets see now..todays alcoholism consists of 1.5pints of cider...which is cheap drunkedness....and 1 Huge glass of wine..so that explains the blood alcohol levels...very very high ...djd i mention...very very very very very high...
So lets see....description of this psychotropic state...lets see...i dont think that i have done anything that i regret at the moment....
First effect, everything starts to spin...room around you starts to not really appear straight....
Met some friend of a friend...not going to remember him tomorrow....so cant be bothered..actuallly i am able to remember him now...wonder what his name is
Going to bed now....surprised that i can actually spell now...
Actually...the only truly overpowering feeling is the lonliness....I cant help missing you so...
Its like i try to think that you are there with me....but you arent...are you...
Sometimes i think..
Anyway, things will been so different if you were to be here.....anyway..is there a point thinking abt that...well not really
So i am going to bed