Someday we'll know....that song...
I hate it when people get attached all around me, I hate seeing couples around me...and I hate myself for hating all of that....
But everyone happy around me only serves to remind me royally of what I am missing out on...
I could live if everyone else was miserable...but they arent...
When you are single...you think that that is the end of the world...
At least then, you dont have to contend with missing someone for a year...
And have it eat into you...like a tumour.....i have been working too hard:-)
For all i know..you dont exist..and i am making this all up...
Sometimes i wonder whether people actually believe me when i tell them abt u
Do they think that i am delusional..making you up from no where...
for all you know...for all i know...i might be a lunatic...some raving nutcase who enjoys making up fascinating details abt her life....
So she creates someone in the farthest continent away from her as possible....
Who convieniently never comes back....
Even if i wanted to fake this all, i couldnt do a better job
When i see couples all happy together, i want to
a) murder them all
b) kill myself....
c) hide under my bed with a big box of tissue paper
d) pick up the phone and call you.....
You know...i think i might be half way towards losing my mind...i can feel it:-)