I think im turning 21 this year
and i would like to be:
1) thinner
2) more disciplined
3) nicer
4) more charitable to pple
5) Less non confrontational
6) Less neurotic
more like the person i want to be

I dont think I would like a party or anything big
because i dont necessarily wish to commemorate being one year older
and one more year of nothing accomplished
i will celebrate a birthday well when i feel that i have done something worth doing
and....i might not even be home...
probably going to be stuck in a lab dissecting fish
so the idea of celebrating with friends is not possible
or i will be in malawi hopefully....
there thats things to do ...
as we all know...i am a firm believer that birthdays are the worst days in the year
because you expect something special...since it is after all your birthday
but the truth of the matter is that nothing ever happens...
and it passes
and all you feel is slightly disappointed
maybe i should have a party where..instead of pple getting me birthday presents..they would instead plant a tree
or donate the money that would have gone to birthday present buying( assuming of course..)....to something worthy
im liking that idea

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